Well...I got the answer I didn't want on my vocational rehab appeal. DENIED !!! Guess I should have known. The reason was because I self terminated. DUH!! What was I supposed to do when my employer wouldn't honor my restrictions.
I can no longer continue to fight the system. I have no choice at this time in my life but to take whatever lowly employment I can find. Things in my life have certainly taken a turn that I never expected.
My father is back in the hospital for the 2nd time in a month. He's been diagnosed with lymph and bone cancer and now they believe that he also has lung cancer. My mom doesn't really expect him to last much longer.
My sister and her husband that came to stay with me the end of September to help me survive, pulled out Thursday morning owing me over $900. My utilities are being shut off the 22nd as I now have no way to pay them. Which means that an eviction will follow within 24 hours as the utility company notifies the manager of the complex as soon as they shut them off and it is illegal to remain on the premises without power. I've contacted every agency that I can think of and all of them give me the same song and dance....becuase of the time of the month and the season....they have no more funds.
And the boyfriend that was trying to help me has decided that he doesn't want to be tied down at this point in his life, has notified me that when the lease is up....or we are evicted...which ever happens first...he will be leaving me. Merry frigging Christmas and a screwed up New year to me....
If anything changes I will let you all know. If you don't hear anything for a while....don't worry. I will persevere and push forward.
Despite all of my problems...I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and A bright and Happy New year filled with love, happiness and better things than the past has held for wach and everyone of you.