A Whole Lot of Me

[TimT]

Hello again my brothers and sisters..just a little update .

In Dec.the IC cut off my MMI payments due to them sending all my files to a Doc(whore) who determimed me to be a 7% NOT 27% now I have been "over payed",hmm ,3 cervical fusions and only a 7..Att.says nothing can be done about it right now...

Now 9 days before stimulater trial getting very nervous..tired of bieng cut on..but if this will help with everyday pain lets geter done..I hope and pray this will also help mentally DONT THINK I CAN DEAL WITH MORE..I try everyday to put on my smile and live around my family,its getting harder and harder to NOT let them get down because of me..My wife works her ass off and I just sit here..some life huh?...I do what I can to help out but not eough in my mind for my satisfaction.

I know that GOD will grant me piece of mind and body in due time..just waiting for the day..He holds my head up high when I can't.and carries my family along with me..they are so strong..


Thank you all again..MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE HERE AND AROUND THE WORLD

[kelly38]

Hi Tim,


I wish you the best with the stim trial. If you have had 3 cervical fusions, this proceedure should be very easy in comparison. I have not had it, but know of a few people who have, and it has helped with their pain. I hope it helps with yours as well.

Sending good wishes your way...

[TrHt64]

What does not BREAK you, makes you STRONGER...

You CAN do this...YOU WILL DO THIS....

You have friends, you have family and yes you have The Infinite Source of love and wisdom carrying you through this...At times like these we NEED our faith..WE HAVE to stay strong...we have no idea WHY until we have come THROUGH the storm as to WHy the storm was even happening, but I promise you there is ALWAYS a blessing out of EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE....

Find your blessing...are you and your family closer? Have you learned to allow others to help you (my biggest problem though all of this) ?? Have you learned just how MUCH strength you DO possess? Sometimes we need time to look INSIDE...this is your time to do so...i have always felt like when I got ill (you know sotmach bug whatever...) that it was God's way of slowing me down...so slow down...llisten...your blessing is there in all of this...

Look for it..find it....it IS there.....

A billion hugs and even more abundant love to you today....