Thanks Bvie for the feedback and explaining more in depth what the system if about. So I am just waiting to see what happens to what the doctor said. The doctor contradicted himself, said one thing pretty much throughout most of the report (which seemed fine, correlates with what is going on with me, saying he agrees with limitations I have on my job and such) , then at the end of the report, very last question, it looked as if he pretty much sold me down the river, said the opposite of what he said on earlier. In the whole report, he pretty much said yes, I agree with limitaitons, there is a problem, it seems reasonable, then at end of the last question of his report, wham bam. For now, I am just trying to stay afloat, keep my job that I have been working full-time while all the time knowing that my employer would rather kick me to the curb as fast as they can if they could, because I am pretty much "garbarge, worthless piece of you know what" to them now in their vision of how they prefer to preceive me because I cannot do 100 percent of my job anymore, lifting up to 70 pounds repetively over and over, pushing crappy equipment with broken wheels that have loads (up to thousands of pounds) of weight in them, and so on. It sucks. I feel I am blamed for everything. It is like Lord forgive you, if you get hurt. A union person once told me the way it was at our employment, they use you, abuse you, break you, then kick you to the curb and say it is all your fault. How true. I would like to do everything on my job to the maximum, lift everything, push everything, and so on, but cannot. If there was a magic cure, go in a machine, fix myself, I would. Life is what it is, got to deal with whatever life dealts us.