I just wanted to stop by and say thank you to all of you who gave me advice. I decided to give up. I know that it wasn't the best decision, but I physically couldn't do my job anymore. I was emotionally torn down and the AME apparently didn't think that I was in enough pain and my attorney wasn't really trying. So at this point I decided that I would rather take the time to take care of myself then to fight anymore. As I'm writing this I realize that I'm going to cry but that's life right ? You work hard, you try the best you can, and your employer can walk all over you. I wish you all the best but I couldn't do it anymore. I wish there was a way that my employer could pay for all of this emotional distress, all this pain, all of this disability, all this freaking stress... but I know that I have no hope in this anymore. You all have been great, 100 times more helpful to my attorney and again I wish you all the best.